Mission
I equip people to rise from the pain they don't talk about by giving them the tools, truth, and motivation to heal, grow, and lead with purpose. Through my books, courses, coaching and everyday reminders on shirts and mugs, I speak life into those who feel forgotten, stuck, or silenced. This brand is more than motivation its a movement for real change starting from within.

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🌻Books That Heal, Empower & Awaken the Warrior Within
What Readers Are Saying

Carlee Jones
Love this workbook
Reviewed in the United States on March 28, 2025
Love this book, Larissa provides a self-help experience with her own true to story experiences. You have to truly look at your self in this workbook & prepare to love yourself! Definitely would recommend!

Vanessa Aviles
Thank you for writing this book and for also sharing some of your story . It really touched my heart . Shows how long you have come and I'm proud of you.
I haven't finished the activity part as you know it takes time . It's working my brain. In a good way . In a free way.
I can say that it made me relive some of my past and present and see things in a different light . I am able to express things in writing and see the growth in my now and also allows me to think on my future .
I feel an emotional freedom with the guidance of this book!
Good stuff !!! I recommend

Angela Velez
Larissa Esperanza’s I Hated Me Until I Fell in Love with Me is a transformative and empowering guide to self-love and personal growth. From the very first page, it feels like the author is walking alongside you, offering compassion, encouragement, and practical tools for navigating the sometimes daunting journey of self-acceptance.
What makes this book stand out is its interactive workbook format. Larissa doesn’t just tell you about self-love—she invites you to actively engage with it. The prompts, exercises, and reflections are thoughtfully designed to help readers dig deep, confront their inner critic, and reframe their mindset in a positive and constructive way.
The tone of the book is warm, relatable, and deeply authentic. Larissa shares personal anecdotes and insights that resonate on a human level, making her guidance feel grounded and achievable. This isn’t a book of abstract theories—it’s a hands-on, practical toolkit for anyone looking to heal, grow, and build a healthier relationship with themselves.
Whether you’re just starting your self-love journey or looking for fresh inspiration, I Hated Me Until I Fell in Love with Me offers something meaningful for everyone. It’s a book that not only inspires change but also equips you with the tools to make it happen.


Megan Rock
Working with Xena as my life coach has been transformational. As a RN my stress and anxiety level was consuming my entire life. With Xena’s coaching methods she guided and supported me in my decision to put my mental health and family first . I am now the best version of myself and this would not have been possible without her

Cierra Lebron
I encountered XENA during one of the lowest points in my life. I was struggling especially financially. She analyzed my business model and gave me suggestions on how to increase my profits. After listening to her motivational observations I changed my business model and my profits double. I highly recommend her services because she truly has your best interest at heart. She wants us all to win and truly is a blessing
EXPERT GUIDED GROWTH ON YOUR TERMS
Empowerment That Lasts: From Coaching to Courses, Tools, and Transformation
For years, I poured into others through one-on-one life coaching — helping people heal trauma, build confidence, and master the art of self-love. But transformation doesn’t have to wait for a weekly session — and healing shouldn’t come with limits.
That’s why I’ve shifted my focus to powerful self-guided tools: books, journals, apparel, and courses created from everything I’ve taught in private coaching. These resources are here to help you grow on your own terms, at your own pace — while still giving you expert-level guidance rooted in real-life breakthroughs.
This is more than a brand — it’s a movement of healing, elevation, and purpose. Let’s rise together.
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MEET LARRISSA ESPERANZA (LIFE COACH XENA)
Welcome! I'm Larrissa Esperanza, widely known as Life Coach Xena. My journey from mentoring at-risk youth in Harlem to overcoming homelessness and suicidal thoughts has shaped my mission to inspire others. In 2017, I broke homelessness, and after a near-death experience in 2019, I found my true calling: empowering others in unlocking their true potential. Through Xenas Motivational Walk LLC, I coach clients empowering them to transform challenges into personal growth.
Together. we'll turn your struggles into strength and build the mindset that achieves dreams.